• The times you hate, always seem to last, the times you want, go away too fast
  
  Dreams are real...All you have to do is just believe...
  
  "See my days are cold without you, anf I'm hurtin while im with you, and though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you. Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad. You said you love me, no one above me
  and I was all you had. And though my heart is beating for ya, I can't stop crying. I dunno how I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay...Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong. see when I'm home, I'm all alone and you are always gone. boy, you kno I really love you, I can't deny. I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears after all these years...I trusted you, I trusted you. So sad, so sad what love will make you do. all the things that we accept, be the things that we regret. too all of my ladies, feel me c'mon sing wit me. See, when I get the strength to leave you, always tell me that you need me, and I'm weak cause I believe you, and I'm mad because I love you. so I stop and think that maybe, you can learn to appreciate me, then it all remains the same that, you ain't never gonna change...Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me. boy I gave you all my heart and all you do is tear it up. looking out my window knowing that I should go. even when I pack my bags. This something always hold me back"
  -Ashanti 'FoOLiSh'
  
  It's weird...when your a kid you have this picture of how your life is gonna be, and it never crosses your mind that it's not gonna end up like that...
  
  We can make a million promises, but we still won't change. It isn't right to stay together when you only bring each other pain...
  
  Anyone Can Give Up, Its The Easiest Thing In The World To Do. But To Hold It Together When Everyone Else Would Understand If You Fell Apart, Thats True Strength
  
  Sometimes, people build you up, just to knock you down...
  
  .:Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? u dont wanna smile and u don't wanna fake being happy...But at the same time, u dunno exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting...and being alone never was. at least when you're alone no one who'll constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. u feel the way you do just BECAUSE. u hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait:.
  
  * Life can only be understood backwards, but must be lived frontwards *
  
  Men think they are God, spell it backwards and you get Dog...
  
  Until you are happy with who you are, you will never be happy with what you have
  
  * Friends can help you during hard times, and hard times can help you find friends *
  
  ...Remember, when someone pisses you off, it takes 42 muscles to frown, but it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and slap the f*cker upside the head..!
  
  Sometimes someone can say something so small but fits right into that empty space in your heart.
  
  * You dont know it, but i have fallen for you alot more than i had said i would *
  
  I dont need a certain number of friends..i need a number of friends that i can be certian of...
  
  .·* Good Night Lil Star.. Maybe My Wish Will Come True.. Sleep Tight Lil Star.. I'll Be Dreaming Along With You.. And If Tomorrow I Wake Up N He's Still Just My Friend, Then I'll See You Tomorrow Night Lil Star N Wish On You Again *·.
  
  ~Hate~me~cuz~u~hate~me~don't~hate~me~cuz~u~ain't~me!~
  
  Said I wouldn't walk away
  Some days I want to stay
  But leaving you is what I need to do To be OK
  I never thought it would be true
  Me living without you
  So now it's time for me to make that move...
  -JLo "Im Gonna Be Alright"
  
  ~*~Somedays I sit, starin out the window, Watchin this world pass me by. Sometimes I think there's nothing to live for...I almost break down and cry~*~
  
  .*Passion, Instant, swept me, fill me, cupid's shot me
  my heartbeats racin, tempt me, drive me, feels so exciting, thought of highly, it's yours entirely
  I'll be More then a lover, More then a women
  More then enough for you...-Aaliyah, "More Than a Woman"*.

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..*..The memory now is like the picture was then, When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again..*.. -Linkin Park, Forgotten This is a retake of my life... I was his star for many nights. Now the roles have changed, And your the leading lady in his life. Lights cameras action, Now your on. Just remember you've been warned... Enjoy it now cuz it wont last, Same script...Different cast... Sometimes you have to let go of something 2 see if it's really worth holding on to...and sometimes, when you realize it WAS worth holding onto...It's a little too late. I dont wanna close my eyes b/c u might leave me when im not lookin...But im scared 2 keep them open b/c i dont wanna watch u walk away from me... .:I didn't ask for it 2 be over, but I nvr asked for it 2 begin...That's the way it is w/ life, some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance...But even the most beautiful of days have their sunset. Everything changes eventually thats the way life is & u have no control over it. Suddenly ppl who u think are always gonna be there...disappear...:. ~*~EvEn ThO I tRy, I CaNt LeT gO...SoMeTHiNg In UR EyEs CaPTuReD My SoUL...AnD EvERnIgHT I SeE U In mY DReAmS...Ur aLL i KnOW, I cANt LeT Go...~*~ -ASHANTI, "DREAMS"- "There is nothing that should Ever take your heart away From what it is you wanna do. You should always go with what you love, Don't follow no one else, Just do what's good for you...Tell 'em Dreams are real, all you have to do is just believe... Sometimes people try to bring you down, They wanna see you frown, Just keep your faith in you. Doesn't matter if they try to tell you That you'll never make it, This is what u do...Tell 'em... Dreams are real, all you have to do is just believe..." ¤*¤You know I wish that you wouldn't lie to me, But some wishes don't come true...Time to put the past behind me, say goodbye and start anew...Move on, be gone, it's over...Now you're all alone...And I know you wish that you were here with me...¤*¤ ~I Prayed through the nights, So faithfully...Knowing the one that I needed...Would find me eventually~ ***Don`t ever slam the door...You might wanna come back*** It's much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into a friendship. Let me be angry...Please...It's the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you. .:I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are, but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before because I'm not supposed to love you anymore:. There's times I feel so angry, I'd put my fist right through the wall, then there's times I've come so close to giving you a call. I love you and I hate you, all at the same time. I pray that you'll come back to me, before I lose my mind. I try to say goodbye and I choke. I try to walk away and I stumble. Though I try to hide, it's clear. My world crumbles when you are not here. ~*~I sit here crying not because I miss you but because I know I will never have the chance to hurt you like you hurt me.~*~ Its amazing how one minute you cant imagine living your life without someone...and the next second you find yourself doing exactly that. And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile...when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel...A day when I forget the words you said to me...Forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I loves you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us...I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you. ...I've been broken before. I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh. *You hurt me more than I deserve; how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve; why am I such a fool?* If he's truly yours...in the end he'll still be there. But if somehow he starts slipping and falling away, don't catch him. Then he'll notice the mistake he made, and it will truly be his loss. The only people who can hurt you are the ones you love, because if it wasn't love then you wouldn't care. The way I see it, u can either run from ur past or learn from it.   .:*In 3 words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: 'It goes on'*:. U can't expect people 2 look eye 2 eye with u if you're looking down on them. It's not that I wanna be the one holding your hand, I just don't want someone else holding it... If u don't think something small can't make a difference...Try going to sleep with a mosquito in the room! guyz are like public bathroomssome are taken n the rest are just full of sh1t!!! ** Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too. ** All the while you were in front of me, i never realized...i just can't believe i didn't see it in your eyes... *Some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you want them to be.* I'm smiling and laughing with all my friends, then I notice you. As my smile quickly fades, I wonder if you can really tell what I'm feeling. I wonder if deep down hidden beneath my smiles you can see my broken heart. I wonder if maybe you're feeling the same way. My thoughts are answered as I watch a tear slide down you cheek, and I feel your pain. I look away for a second, hoping our love isn't completely lost, and my own eyes blur with tears. I wipe my eyes quickly and return my gaze to you...And then our eyes met once again... My *Once Upon A Time* didn't end *Happily Ever After* When you kissed me and told me you loved me, I thought you meant it...shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tightly... I couldn't sleep last night all I thought about was you How you let me down I thought you were special But that isn't true So I closed my eyes And forgot about you *He looked me deeply in the eyes...He lied and said "I won't make u cry"...When I thought it was 2 good 2 be true, he blew me off and found someone new* Friends are those who ask how you are and wait to hear the answer. There's no point in trying to rush fate-because the best things in life are worth the wait. ***Oh I really should've known, By the time you drove me home, By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes By the chill in your embrace... The expression on your face told me Maybe you might have some advice to give On how to be insensitive... You probably won't remember me, It's probably ancient history, I'm one of the chosen few Who went ahead and fell for you... I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch I Fell too fast, I feel too much, I thought that you might have some advice to give How to be...insensitive*** -Jann Arden, Insensitive Everything's so blurry, everyone's so fake...everybody's empty and Everything is so messed up. Pre-occupied without you, I cannot live at all...My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl. You could be my someone, You could be my scene...You know that I'll protect you, From all the obscene...I wonder what you're doin', Imagine where you are...There's oceans in between us, But that's not very far... -Puddle of Mudd 'Blurry' *The greatest irony in life is knowing that the greatest things worth dying for are the only thinks worth living for* When you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you... i guess i should of realized all the lies that u said, and then i would of saved myself from all the tears that i shed :'( **NeVeR SaY Ur SoRrY 4 WhAt u MeAnt 2 dO** NeVeR gIvE uP a GoOd OpPurTuNitY..U nEvEr KnOw If ThErE wiLl Be a 2nD ChAnCe... My friends say move on, you aint worth it, so i try to, I almost do...Then i remember how happy u made me, and I cant help but miss you... Relationships are kinda like glass. Sometimes it's better to let it stay broken then to hurt yourself trying to put it back together again. I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's to happen next. Hate is easy, love takes courage. *While you gave her flowers, you gave me thorns. While all she did was smile, all I did was mourn. While she was happy, I felt so blue. BEcause while you loved her, I was loving you...*   I had a dream that I still loved you...I think I woke up screaming!!! Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you have to say. Best friends listen to what you dont say. *¤All I want is for you to know me again, for me to be in your life. And, even if it can't happen right now, I would just like to know that you heard my plea. I would just like to know that I am not blocked from your memory.¤* I was silent when I saw you loving someone else.... but one day I got the tears out along with all the pain i had in my heart...Why did u do this? What did u see in her, and not in me? °°°i love you and you dont know it, but my heart does, i just dont show it°°° ~*~50% SuGaR, 20% sPiCe, 30% B1TcH, sO u BeTtA bE nIcE~*~ *I WaNt T() SaY Im S()rRy, i WaNt Y()u T() Kn()w I CaRe, i WaNt T() SaY Im bLiNd F()r sEiNg S()mE tHiNg ThAt WaSnT ThErE....I Sh()uLd HaVe BeEn M()rE TrUsTiNg, AnD LiStEned T() My HeArT, CaUsE Y()ur ThE ()nLy ThInG i NeEd AnD iTs TeAriNg Me ApaRt* ***We'Ve ßeEn tHrU iT aLL, ßeGiNniNg tiLL EnD, i dØnT kNø hØw 2 tHaNk U §ø i CaLL U My ßeSt FriEnD§*** FiRsT U sEe HiS "rEaL eYeZ" ThEn U rEaLiZe ThAt ThA OnLy tHiNg HeZ aBoUt iS.."rEaL LiEz" .:It hurts to look into your eyes and not see my reflection in them, but hers:. "I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better and better I want to spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing you do Baby, I'm so amazed by you" Thoughts of you sing me to sleep everynight. I wish you were here holding me tight. I dream of you holding me in your arms. Sweeping me away with all your charms. Yur tearing up my heart with your big blue eyes. I just can't see myself with any other guy. I drive myself crazy thinkin of you. I'm wishing, I'm hoping my dream would come true. You touch my heart in a way i can't explain, your sweet voice drives me insane. Your personality is priceless, your looks too. I can't express in words how much I wanna be with you. Even though my mind tells me we'll never be together, I just tell my heart .... never say never.. You -may- forget the friends you * laughed * with, but you will -never- forget the friends you *cried* with. "Turn around...Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round, ...Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears, ...Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years has gone by, ...Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes, Every now and then I fall apart... And I need you now tonight And I need you more than ever And if you'll only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever And we'll always be making it right Cause we'll never be wrong together Once upon a time I was falling in love, But now I'm only falling apart... Nothing I can do, A total eclipse of the heart..." -Nikki French, "Total Eclipse of The Heart" Missing someone gets easier every day because even though you are farther away from the last time you saw them, you are closer to the next time you will... #*#Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back#*# I just sit and wait, As my lips anticipate, The flavor of your kiss, Only you can do this. I'm dreaming of the brush, Of your fingers as you touch, My body's every part, Most of all you touch my heart. The heartbreak begins on the moment of separation when you know he's not thinking of you like you are thinking of him. The heartbreak grows when the tears form in your eyes. The heartbreak takes over your mind when you see him once again. You want to reach out and make it all better. All you really want to do is hold him forever. -Lisa Gilbert 0nCe 4 ReL4t|0nsh|p |s 0veR, |f u eXpeR|enced m0Re sm|Les th4n te4Rs...|t w4s w0Rth |t. I love you...Not only for what you are, but for what i am when i'm with you... SoMeDaY uLL bE sOrRy, SoMeDaY wHeN uR fReE, MeMoRiEs wILL rEmInD u, tHaT u CoULdA bEeN wIt mE...   NoT OnLy DiD i KiSs U & hAvE iT mEaN EvErYtHiNg 2 mE, BuT i AcTuAlLy SeD i LuV u WiT aLL mY HeArT, AnD 2 KnO tHaT u CaN jUsT GeT uP & dO tHaT 2 Ne1 mAkEs mE hAtE u, BuT mAkEs mE rEaLiZe i hAtE mYsElF CuZ i LeT mYsElF FaLL iN LuV WiT u... Do u remember when we were best friends? When we'd share our every thought, every smile, every laugh? And do u remember when u broke my heart?...Because I seem to remember that more than ne thing... Ya g0tta take the g00d with the bad, The happy with the sad, But d0n't get mad when things d0n't g0 the way y0u planned. ALL ||\| L()\/E |S FA|R, ()|\|E ()F US vv|LL L()()SE...|S |T HER ()R ME, |S |T ME ()R Y()U...WH()'S |T G()|\||\|A BE, WHATCHA G()|\||\|A |)()? ARE Y()U ()\/ER ME? |'M |\|()T ()\/ER Y()U... Some ppl say they've got best friends; But thats impossible...Cuz I got the best ones! *-tRuE LoVe iS 8 leTterS-* _bUt tHeN aGaiN sO iS_ | BuLLsHyT | In the end u learn who's fake, you learn who's true, and who would risk it all for you. They say before you die, your whole life flashes before you...Make it worth watching. SomEdaY whEn wE sIt tHeRe aNd rEmiNisCe, We'LL saY ThErE waSn'T tO muCh wE MisSed, aNd ThRu thE TeaRs wE'll SmiLe wHEn wE ReCAll, ThaT JusT fOr A mOMenT We HaD iT aLL. º·.·i CaNt HeLp BuT WoNdEr º·.·iF iT iS FoR *U* LiKe iT iS fOr Me º·.·*U* SeE, No MaTTeR WhO iM WiTh º·.·i ThiNk Of *U*, AnD ThAtS WhErE i WaNt 2 Be º·.·No MaTTeR hOw i TrY º·.·No OnE CaN tAkE *YoUr* pLaCe º·.·No MaTTeR WhO iM LQQkiNg At º·.·i aLwAyS SeE *YoUr* fAcE º·.·*U* SeE, NoT a DaY GoEs By º·.·ThAt i DoNt ThiNk oF *U* º·.·AnD i CaNt HeLp BuT WoNdEr º·.·iF iTs LiKe ThAt FoR U ToO? I'm not a playa, I just crush a lot!!! I fell in love with you and you broke my heart. You fell in love with "her" and she broke your heart. How's it feel? Friendship is a strange thing... we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with our families who raised us... But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow E-Mail junkie? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. no matter where we met... I call you friend. A word so small... yet so large in feeling... a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed... it is a constant book always written... waiting to be read... and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements... we may argue... we may concern one another... friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all... A part of me is put into my friends... some of my humor... some of it my listening ear... some of it is real life experiences... some of it is my romanticism... but with all, it is friendship. Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel built as a foundation... necessary for life... and necessary for love. There are 3 kinds of people...those who can count and those who cannot. ~iVe hEaRd Da sPeEcH a MiLLioN TiMeZ b4~ "u cAn dO bEtTa...u dEsErVe mOrE" i gEt mYsELf SiK oVa iT cUz i kNo iTz tRu ::bUt i dUn wAnT bEtTa:: ...i jUs wAnT *U*... It's strange to think that people can fall in love and out of it again, that love can turn to hate, and that it's the people who loved you most who could hurt you most. It's not "When Wild Animals Attack!", It's more like "When Stupid People Get Bit!" "Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?"..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..." B.S...Ever notice its short for Britney Spears??? .:I think I found my strength to finally get up and leave...No more broken hearts for me, No more tellin' your lies to me:.